25 weeks and counting...I am still in awe that We are having another baby. also that we are going to be having 2 boys. WOW what unexplainable joy this is. Lyric Hahn. we look forward to meeting you my love.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
The transformation of Pregnancy
25 weeks and counting...I am still in awe that We are having another baby. also that we are going to be having 2 boys. WOW what unexplainable joy this is. Lyric Hahn. we look forward to meeting you my love.
Lukas growing to fast for me to keep up
My boy luke. our joy, our treasure our love. He brings light to your eyes and smiles till eternity. Luke is one special boy. He is gentle, kind and loving. He is tenderhearted, meek and forever patient. Lukas is a radical creation of the Lord' and we are so blessed he is ours. Lukas is incredible smart, and no I am not just saying that. He has an incredible memory. He will see something and always remeber it. Its amazing. If we start anyting with him he will remeber and want us to always do it. For instance he wants to pray all the time. He just has it in his heart to do that which is good in the sight of the Lord. He teaches us daily. We are so blessed and so in love with him.
Excitement growing in the Change..but still hard for me to deal with.
I have been in a state of mind lately that keeps me thinking how fast time goes. I tend to get sad about it. I know that may confuse some, but for me its normal. I don't handle change well. Looking back always makes me want to go back. I still smell that moment fragrance..or hear the loud noises of those days. When I see a picture I am instantly reminded of those precious moments that have gone by all to fast. And now THE HAHN HOME...preparing for baby boy #2. the Room is done and now all that's left are the accessories part of. I get so excited, as I did with luke, to have Lyric in his special room. To be apart of our Lives forever. I go in his room at times and just stand there with a smile on my face. Lyrics room is so different than Lukes room but they are both just as special and already representing different personality's. Thanks to aunty alee we have a dresser..and its my fav. thing in the room thus far :) and nana has got lyric his first cozy cuddler.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Its a fabulos Boy!
October 23rd was a great day~ the gift from the Lord knowing that I will have my song from now on everyday. Another boy addition to our growing family. Lyric kaemon Hahn. Means song of celebration or Joy. We are so excited for his arrival and are looking forward to see what The Lord has for us in him. Thank you Lord for our great gift of song and light.... lukas name means bringer of light :) yes we are blessed!
Friday, September 5, 2008
Filtering
You cant filter unless you filter out whats bad.
Recently I have come to a situation that was trying in itself. But pulling out of it in a posotive way gave me some sort of natural high in accomplishment. Then I realized that we as poeple can not become better people or better yet better servants of God if we can not change. We can not change if we are unable to see what needs fixed. I always hear in my mind that "God loves us to much to leave us the same, He loves us enough to allow change within us". Oh how this needs to be implanted within my heart without any distracting moves. I tend to allow bitterness to build in me or jealousy create within me pain. Today I learned a few very important lessons. One is that, I really need to only say things that are from love, then when if any hostile situations arise from it I know that all I have is Love. And usually Love doesnt harbor anger in people without changing them eventually. SO really, only good can come from love. This is why OUR CREATOR, obviously cautioned us to "ABOVE ALL LOVE".
Second lesson for me today. That if we are not able to take our pride out of the equation then we are unable to change. In change is filter. You have to filter the old, bad and negative out of your life and most importantly your heart, we can not change and obviously think we are to good to change if we don't believe in change. Change is the essence of beautiful. We see the seasons change every year as summer turns to fall and the leaves descend to the grass. We see beautiful in the change of birth as we give into a new life. We see beauty in the change of life and death that brings us growth. There is change all around us and it can be beautiful if we embrace the natural beauty within it. I am so grateful for the challenges that family brings as it continues to change me. They love me enough not not let me remain the same.
If it wasn't for my mothers love who rescued me from the pit of a miry place then I would of never saw that I needed change and I would essentially be dead either physically or most importantly eternally. And in my change came the beauty of marriage, life and more life to come. Thank you mom! thank you Jesus for dying on the Cross so we could change by the grace of your blood shed.
Recently I have come to a situation that was trying in itself. But pulling out of it in a posotive way gave me some sort of natural high in accomplishment. Then I realized that we as poeple can not become better people or better yet better servants of God if we can not change. We can not change if we are unable to see what needs fixed. I always hear in my mind that "God loves us to much to leave us the same, He loves us enough to allow change within us". Oh how this needs to be implanted within my heart without any distracting moves. I tend to allow bitterness to build in me or jealousy create within me pain. Today I learned a few very important lessons. One is that, I really need to only say things that are from love, then when if any hostile situations arise from it I know that all I have is Love. And usually Love doesnt harbor anger in people without changing them eventually. SO really, only good can come from love. This is why OUR CREATOR, obviously cautioned us to "ABOVE ALL LOVE".
Second lesson for me today. That if we are not able to take our pride out of the equation then we are unable to change. In change is filter. You have to filter the old, bad and negative out of your life and most importantly your heart, we can not change and obviously think we are to good to change if we don't believe in change. Change is the essence of beautiful. We see the seasons change every year as summer turns to fall and the leaves descend to the grass. We see beautiful in the change of birth as we give into a new life. We see beauty in the change of life and death that brings us growth. There is change all around us and it can be beautiful if we embrace the natural beauty within it. I am so grateful for the challenges that family brings as it continues to change me. They love me enough not not let me remain the same.
If it wasn't for my mothers love who rescued me from the pit of a miry place then I would of never saw that I needed change and I would essentially be dead either physically or most importantly eternally. And in my change came the beauty of marriage, life and more life to come. Thank you mom! thank you Jesus for dying on the Cross so we could change by the grace of your blood shed.
Monday, September 1, 2008
Things I see as I sit back.
I sit back quietly, and watch laughter flow from your mouth like rushing water.
I see your eyes sparkle like diamonds in the sun.
I am brought mountains of joy just by watching your play.
As you are discovering all things new. I am paused in time as you begin to speak sweet words. I am brought to tears as I realize it is you that is mine. When you look way up at me as if i am a giant and smile, I fall to my knees with kisses to pass.
Fields of fresh aromatic flowers pass my senses. as I am reminded of your soft touch
Simple skies fill my mind when I come to terms that you are my gift of beauty and life.
That if I could keep this all contained in my soul, then I would be well off. Because it is these things that bring me alive and well. It is this that God saw me perfect for, with His Grace. And if i could hold onto that Truthful joy, and let not one stray steal it away. Then I, I could pass along with great honor and gratefulness that He, my Lord saw me fit in any way. No matter how narrow the path, how deep the hole. He saw me beautiful, just as HIS creation. And that when I look at you, it is the eyes of lord upon me I shall see!
I see your eyes sparkle like diamonds in the sun.
I am brought mountains of joy just by watching your play.
As you are discovering all things new. I am paused in time as you begin to speak sweet words. I am brought to tears as I realize it is you that is mine. When you look way up at me as if i am a giant and smile, I fall to my knees with kisses to pass.
Fields of fresh aromatic flowers pass my senses. as I am reminded of your soft touch
Simple skies fill my mind when I come to terms that you are my gift of beauty and life.
That if I could keep this all contained in my soul, then I would be well off. Because it is these things that bring me alive and well. It is this that God saw me perfect for, with His Grace. And if i could hold onto that Truthful joy, and let not one stray steal it away. Then I, I could pass along with great honor and gratefulness that He, my Lord saw me fit in any way. No matter how narrow the path, how deep the hole. He saw me beautiful, just as HIS creation. And that when I look at you, it is the eyes of lord upon me I shall see!
Monday, August 25, 2008
Emotions!
Its so hard to understand
its so complicated
why does it have to be
I wish that you could just see
what really is happening
my mind becomes overwhelmed
as I try to keep it all simple
but like the ocean tide
the confusion creates more ripple
The wave tends to crash over my head
as I struggle to keep above
and no one hears what I said
I yell endlessly for a savior
as I feel all alone and stranded
My Jesus is there all the more.
as the tide washes me to the shore
I lay there empty
and ask "whats all this for?"
As I try to stand
and my heart feels lost
I see him reach out his hand
Unconscious I do feel
as all this emotion has taken its tole
I still believe He is real~
its so complicated
why does it have to be
I wish that you could just see
what really is happening
my mind becomes overwhelmed
as I try to keep it all simple
but like the ocean tide
the confusion creates more ripple
The wave tends to crash over my head
as I struggle to keep above
and no one hears what I said
I yell endlessly for a savior
as I feel all alone and stranded
My Jesus is there all the more.
as the tide washes me to the shore
I lay there empty
and ask "whats all this for?"
As I try to stand
and my heart feels lost
I see him reach out his hand
Unconscious I do feel
as all this emotion has taken its tole
I still believe He is real~
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